No one is here- and the yellow has got to go

What the hell was I thinking with the letters being in yellow? Maybe the last trip fried my brain for a little while, (not really though).

Anyway, I am back, visiting old friends and sites, myspace needed a break from me. So... Sophia is 17 months, Atom and I are still together- (BUT WHY THE FUCK HE LISTS ALL OF HIS RELATION SHIP STATUS'S AS " IT'S COMPLICATED", I don't understand. I thought we have had it good together- Is that some kind of hint- like I want another person to be with? Or our relationship isn't working? I am so fucking confused. I thought we were okay....

On the upside- Sophia is the most wonderful child. I love her so much. I am 22 now, and well I need to go to bed cuase work was hard last night and I need sleep. (Especially cuz I'm going with the girls tonight!)

damn time has flown

THIS PAST WEEK HAS BEEN HELL!

I got laid off my job- because I was sick and had to go to the hospital two nights in a row. The first time was because my prenatal doctor told me I should take sudafed for my congestion and cold- My first time taking sudafed, and just my luck- I'm fucking allergic to it, so at the time I needed to be at work, I was in the hospital having blood work done and vomitting all over the damn place, while getting yelled at for not being at work. The next day, I was sick- dizzy, had a headache, couldn't keep food down at all, called my boss and this is exactly how the conversation went;

Boss: Hello

Me: Hi Bill this is Chandel, I'm calling off because I really need to go to the hospital, I'm still sick as hell.

Boss: You need a doctors note for both nights, and this is bullshit. Are you going to be there tommorrow, cause I need to know right now seeings how it's going to take me all weekend to find someone to cover your damn shift.

Me: I don't know Bill, I could get admitted or something, I don't know whats going on with my body, I've vomitting all day and can't keep anything down, So I really don't know but I'll keep contact with you.

Boss: Well, I really need to know right now.

Me: I don't know, I can't give you an answer right now.

Boss: How about this, You not show up at all, and I'll call you whenever I want you back in the building. okay? Have a nice time at the hospital...

Then he proceeded to hang up on me. What he did was totally illegal, laying my job off basically becuase of me being sick and pregnant. And also the fact that he has been trying everything he can to find a way to end my employment since this chick who is his little pet just came on my shift and wants my position. This chick must be giving him head or drugs or something- cause she gets whatever the hell she wants. Now I've had enough of his bullshit- and I am going to make a phone call to the Labor dept.

Other than that, I'm having family issues, and everything seems to be going down hill again.... I fucking hate life right now.